Thursday, March 18, 2010

KEPANASAN

adusss..hari ni dah hari ke 36 days aku berpantang..got another 8 days to go..pas ni lega le aku...x yah pantang lgi...motive..nk merayau rayau.....

skang dunia especially msia earth tgh dlm musiim panas..semue bende la blh jadi panas..tp aku hari ni bkn cuaca je panas..hati pun panas gakkk

nk dijadikan story..as usual parents akil send over anak die kt umah mak aku..tp malang bg akil die demam..got flue for 2 days dah.sian bdk kecik tuh..mood akil in da morning sgt bagus even die unwell..tp start  kul 11 pagi die dah start merengek..dis time die wat marathon sampi ke petang..nangis je keje nyer..

kesian aku tgk akil..aku suh mak call mama die amik anak die nih..aku ngtkan nak le mamanyer ambik..rupe2nyer die suh bapaknyer amik...yg wat aku panas hati tuh..mama si akil ni bole plak x nak amik amik EL..padahal bkn susah pun..anak demam pun leh amik mudah..pelik aku dgn mama die nih

reasn die bg x bole balik...hish nk je aku carutkan..ape punya mama la ko ni zan!..haaa kan dah tersebut name...nasib la ko...kalo anak aku demam..on da spot aku kuar dr opis..demi my bby hilang keje pun x de hal kat aku...

haa..arini ryan agak meroyan..nasib x lama..tp aku tabahkan la hati aku angkat die ..dodoi  kan die cm ibu n mama n dady die selalu wat..adoi rase tegang kat perut aku nih..menarik2 rasenyer perot aku..tp nk wat cam ne ..wan ana bz dgn akil yg dr pg x stoped2 nangis....hopefully x de pape la perot aku especially bhgian dalam nih..aku riso nih actually..since 2 3 hari ni since aku selalu angkat ryan..perot aku sakit balik..jalan pun kdg2 kene pegang perot...i wish its everything is fine...aminnn

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

FIRQAN AR RAYYAN turn to 1 month

today my only son turn to 1 month..so kul 9.00 am we get dressed to brought FIRQAN AR RAYYAN to da clinic..i m not to intended brought him to da government clinic coz we have to wait for at least 3 hours plus plus.

so we preferred to go CLINIC KITA which is located at cheras perdana. after registered we waited our number called up.our number is 63..we choose doc salmi .we re easy with doc salmi coz his very detailed to his patient.

ding! our number display at da screen..we (me..pirul n mak) get entered inside..so without wasted many times, doc informed tat me n bby should have da injection.i did first..then doc said da paint tat i felt will be same tasted to my bby..so in my heart pray tat hopefully RAYYAN will be strong.

doc started checked my bby..my bby heart..took his weight..now he is 3.80kg..alhamdullillah..and others things related.then doc ready to inject RAYYAN..what we salute about my bby..his not crazy cried as many bby i saw once da doc inject. RAYYAN use da technic took a deep breath followed by his small cried less than 1 minutes..hahahah..its amazing to us. we tot tat RAYYAN will cried loud and loud but alhamdullillah its not what we expected of.

then da 1st session done already..we need to see da doc again by net month..as usual for another injection not only my bby..me also.after payed we go home..so da session for today is goin smooth coz RAYYAN was in gud manner..no cried..no groused ..gud boy!...muah muah

Sunday, March 7, 2010

BERPANTANG...

now baru 25 days aku berpantang,..got another 19 days more..sepanjang berpantang tak de ape2 complicated things happened..nk kate aku berpantang cm org dulu2 x gak..x de la aku ikut sgt...tang diet..aku mkn ikan haruan..hari2..aduyaiiiii..ikan haruan rebus..pastu hirup kuah nyer...nyummieee...hehehhe..

but then dah 2 days aku escaped mkn ikan haruan coz aku termkn ikan yg x sedap..yeyekkk..so aku mkn ikan tenggiri bakar..masak? biase la mak aku masak kan..paun ana..tu menu tetap aku..ikan haruan..diet lain cam milo..roti..buah2 an..

olh kerna aku x delivered normal..nak jaga tu agk complicated sket especially tang torehan tuh..i ve to be make sure tat luka tu betul2 kering..for da 1st weeks, pirul..my luvly hubby tuh byk help me out..mandikan aku..changed ape2 yg patut (even tut pun..heee)..till aku bole wat sdri. so  after 1 weeks aku dah bole jalan dgn better than before..so its easy to me to handle myself..so x de la aku sshkan hubby aku coz he also got many things to do.

alhamdullillah my condition is gud from time to time..hopefully aku sehat dgn cepat ..x sabar nk merayau2 nih..heheh..ha yg x bestnyer x leh berbekung..aduyaii ni mjd prob kat aku nih..perot dah mmbuyak..hahah..aku just bole berbengkung once dah 2 months..x pe ku sabar menantinyer..skang weight aku 55kg..tgh pk cm ner nk myusutkankan berat nih..harusssss...


tang rayyan..aku mmg bg breastfeed kat die..nk die bijak..ape? ngt anak koang je nk bijak? hahahah..sok ank aku x sampi 6 months dah bole say"mummy..i love tat gal la..hahah..x pun..M for mummy...hihihi" mmg aku trus calling tv3 x pun astro citra ..hahaha..
 wah mmg sgt mencabar nk take care bby upenyer..sgt2 uji kesabaran aku..kdg2 aku yg x penyabar nih bole hangin ..tp bile tgk muke rayyan..alahaiii sian nyer..x jadi marah..everynite rayyan akan bgn every 2 or 3 hours..ape lg..nak nenen ler..gayut plak x hengatnyer lama.

rayyan ni x kuat sgt ragam unless ade matter yg wat die nangis..pupu ke..kencing ker..sakit perot ker..tu je la penyebab die nangis..aku n hubby x leh lambat nk tukar diaper die..rayyan ni penjijik orgnyer cam mummy nyer..huhuhu...even tekincit pun haru satu umah..padahal bby2 yg pernah aku tgk kalo takat kencing or kincit senyap jer x nangis selagi x ditinjau2 mak bapak doang..tp rayyan???? nahas mummy n dady kalo lewat...kalo wat keje terhegeh2 mau nyer suare die satu taman dgr..heheh..rayyan rayyan..muah muah..cayang die

bab jaga mlm nih..we together2 berjaga..kalo rayyan nangis jer..automatically both of us leh terjaga..baik aku or pirul..normally aku x reti sgt nk sendawakan rayyan..so task tu pirul yg menjawatnyer..cam tu gak tukar diaper bby..mostly dady nyer yg tukar..sb aku nk gerak byk2 pun x leh..tp kdg2 aku nih lupe diri sket..all of bcoz of rayyan..
ee x sabar nyer nk tggu rayyan turn to 1 year old..

eh terlajak plak citer rayyan..back to my pantang story...aku boring dok diam2 nih..kdg2 aku kemas umah..pernah gak kene marah coz aku menyapu..sb aku nih jenis payah dok diam..mak aku kate sial n bole bwk bentan..lg satu kalo juntai2kan kaki..katenyer nanti bengkak or masuk angin..tp so far aku wat x de lagi la..mintak2 x de la..plus aku dah x pki kain batik..mule2 tu yer la..lepas tu aku pk aku bkn delivered normal..so aku pun start le paki short..paki long pants..janji aku selesa..ye la nk tggu 44 days..ayooo..so for hilangkan boring aku main tenet la..writing blog..tu pun kdg2 internet ni pun mmbosankan aku..

so conclusion nyer berpantang tu bg aku x le rumit mane cuma dr segi penjagaan cam urut..diet..tu yg gk complicated. furthermore aku czer kan..so tang perot kene more be careful byk..

Friday, March 5, 2010

DA DAY I LL FORGET NEVER! - part 2

im back!..back to da story or best called my precious experienced..

once dah sampi kat OT bdk2 sane dah standby..kecoh cam pasar..riso pun ade..bkn aper..doang nih cam keje x keje jer..sambil gurau2..borak2 bole lagi tgn jalan..pakar bius kate doang mmh kecoh..hehehe..mcm2..tp i ve convinced myself n set upmy mind " doang mmg cam tu kut"...bfore doc cucuk blakang kasi aku pengsan..doang pasang mcm2 kat whole body aku...doang suh dgr heartbit bby aku..aku jus angguk je.. .sbnyer nk cepat settled..

then pakar bius un dtg..tp at da same time aku stil cari2 mana doc yg akn operate aku nanti..tgk semue cam bdk2 je..ke bdk2 trainee yg operate aku...argh...tension jap..tp aku x dpt wat pape..tawakal je..of cos le ade pakar..maybe doang x sampi lagi kut time tuh..back to pakar bus nyer story..die say sorry kalo aku ade rase genjatan kat kaki aku..so before tat..nurse bongkok kan aku 90 drjah..snng pakar bius cari n cucuk belakang aku..

3 times cucuk..mmg ngilu..but 2nd and 3rd cucuk tu aku terase genjatan..terloncat la kejap kaki aku..then doang  baringkan aku..doang pun dgn pantas prepared ape yg patut..dua tgn aku didepakan..tah ape2 lago dooang cucuk..then aku dah x rase bhgian bwh..then doc bius masukkan ubt tido..aku pun terlelap..rase cm kat another world je time tuh..tau2 aku dgr jauh je suare bby aku..doang kejutkan aku suh tgk wat bby..aku saw my bby "tonek"..then i said..he is boy..then they asked me to kissed..i kissed my bby..at da same time i cried n happy for tat..

then after 1 hour they brought me to the ward..this time pirul asked for 1st class coz my mum can company me..n help me out for anything..before da bius still in my body..i only can lay down..n see people visited me..i saw mmy bby ..so cute..i want to hug him but i couldn't..

110210-doc informed tat they wanted me to woke up slowly n try to walked to toilet.early morning doc came wif nurse n opened the plaster..doc satisfied n said if my condition was very gud,,they allowed me to go home..so i wish for tat..i wont to be in dis sepital lama2..then slowly plus bantuan luvly hubby aku berjaya bgn n jalan ..changed pad..

120210-again pagi2 doc came n watch my czer..she decided i can go home after solat jumaat..yeah!..before tat..sister (bidan) came over to me n gave some tips how to take care the luka..so i heard properly..then at da evening..time to go HOME!!!!!...yeahhhhh..

so till now my condition n bby ..alhamdullillah...sihat waalafiatttt..

to nurse2 kat sepital serdang..thnks a lot koang rajin gak layan kepala aku..n dtg chit chat dgn aku..
thanks to da doc2 yg datg dok seluk2 tu....for net delivery????...nanti ler sampi aku hilang fobia..hehehe

FIRQAN AR RAYYAN..MUM N DAD LOVE U DEAR!!!

DA DAY I LL FORGET NEVER!

070210-dis morning was a suspended morning..mane tak nyer..dat time i ve got sign tat im closed to gave birth for my bby..jam 6.30 am i felt sumting flowed from my tut...i saw its like water..ape lg ..aku pun asked le mak aku..mak aku ckp.."ko dah turun tanda tu ngah"..nervous plus happy my felt by dat time..nervous coz i m scared ..happy coz i ll be a mummy not longer than tat..

mak asked me to get dressed to send over me to da hospital..aku pun kejutkan pirul n told tat water-back dah byk turun..its like a raining..mencurah2..mak plak bgtau si pija n zee n whole family yg ade kt umah time tuh told tat aku  dah nk bersalin..i m actually cuak gak but i ve to be cool..aku sempat lg jamah biskut minum jap before moved to da sepital.

then after we all dah get ready to da sepital..barg2 pun dah picked up..aku mintak restu ayahanda wish me n bby save..we reached @ sepital around 7.00 am plus..directed to emergency..biase la kan nk bersalin..then nurse asked me da checkup card..then they asked me to go in for changed the hospital cloth..pinky tuuu..kelakar2..

before they send me to da ward..doc checked bukaan jalan..aku ingt pesan mbr2 aku by da time doc nk checked jalan aku kena tarik nafas panjang2 n rileks..aku pun ikut la..alhamdullillah x sakit yg kusangka..
for da 1st time checked ..bukaan jalan still not opened yet..but i m leakage..nak x nak kene tahan ward.so i ve to waited for warded.

sementara nk tggu ward..they placed me at room which is nearby da labor room..mak ai ..only GOD knows how i felt dat time..rase nk gugur segala2 nyer..mcm2 jeritan batin ku dgr..aduyaiiii..nk nagis rasenyer..but i ve to be strong!..aku wat2 x takut..bwk berjalan2..kunun as org tua2 ckp senng bersalin..jap2 aku kuar lepak dgn doang ..jap2 aku masuk dlm..

sharp @ 12.30 pm nurse send over me to da ward..pirul asked for 2nd class ..room 5 bed no 5..ermm..comment for tat room..quite nice but quite hot..hehhe..coz da aircond very low..but i dun mind bout tat..i m just focus on my delivery..mase admitted tu only me saje..x de patient lain lg yg admitted till la visit time end up..i m alone!..arghhhh..aku takut..aku spoke to pirul x leh ke request jaga aku mlm ni..aku takut sensorang..tp dsbbkan 2nd class doang x bg..pirul pun pulang..aku nangis sensoang sb takut n sedih..

dat nite i couldn't slept..till kul 3.00 am bru aku dpt tido..ntah cam ne aku leh terlelap..on da way nk tido tu macm2 dlm kepla hotak aku..biase la sepital..pulak tu asik terkencing2 je keje aku..tp nasib la nurse dtg tinjau2..n nasib katil aku dekat kat pintu..aku dah bajet if anything aku lari jer..hehehe..

080210-i be informed dat doc wanted to induced me coz my water-back dah more than 24 hours..induced? arghhh lagi satu bende yg menakutkan aku..as my mbr mentioned induced tu sakit..coz its forced us to deliver..tu satu hal..by dat time nk masuk ubat tu pun sakit they all mentioned..tp alhamdullillah..everything goin smooth..aku x rase la sakit mane mase doc seluk n masuk ubat tu..doc asked me to get rest till 1 hour ..i ve to lay back..cannot moved..

around 11.00am got one patient admitted..fuhh felt released..aku dah ade mbr sblh katil..so x de la takut sgt.then lps je hubby die blik aku pun beramah mesra la dgn die..bdk tun husin onn..name mas..chat2 sampi le visit time..my hubby n mum pun dtg melawat..dis time my mum n dad dtg melawat..as usual doang tye ade ape2 perkembangan ke..i said no..i still not felt da paint yet..so i informed my hubby n parents, doc would induced me for 2nd time if i still da same..

then at nite..doc came n seluk..still da jalan doesnt opened..then they decided to induced for 2nd times..dis time mmg sakit sikit sbb doc gemuk ni kasar tul..die toreh sket 1cm kunun2 dgn harapan esok bukk lg cm nyer..but my mind tat time is zero!..as usual da doc asked me to stayed at my bed and not to go anywhere till 1 hour.

090210-pg2 aku dah get dressed n bathed..xcited sket sbb ade mbr2 leh cit chat ..atleast aku x le focus sakit bersalin..as usual visit time hubby tercinta dtg tgk aku..n my mum as usual..dis time mak dtg bwk gang2 die..kecoh ward tuh..doang nih jenis peramah..abis disoal siasatnyer patient2 kat situ..till dat evening i m still not felt da paint..so my heart said..i goona have 3rd induced..then yes..around 6.00 pm cm tu doc keling plak came n checked my jalan..still not opened n they wish da day after i will feel da pain..

100210-last checked da cm still at da same..1cm..so doc tu decided to operate jer..kul 2.30 pm aku disiap2kn oleh nurse2 for OT..pas cucuk sane sini..masuk saluran kencing n air..aku diusung ke OT..time tu happy pun ade takut pun ader..tp aku tawakal jer..

TO E CONTINUED...