Friday, March 5, 2010

DA DAY I LL FORGET NEVER!

070210-dis morning was a suspended morning..mane tak nyer..dat time i ve got sign tat im closed to gave birth for my bby..jam 6.30 am i felt sumting flowed from my tut...i saw its like water..ape lg ..aku pun asked le mak aku..mak aku ckp.."ko dah turun tanda tu ngah"..nervous plus happy my felt by dat time..nervous coz i m scared ..happy coz i ll be a mummy not longer than tat..

mak asked me to get dressed to send over me to da hospital..aku pun kejutkan pirul n told tat water-back dah byk turun..its like a raining..mencurah2..mak plak bgtau si pija n zee n whole family yg ade kt umah time tuh told tat aku  dah nk bersalin..i m actually cuak gak but i ve to be cool..aku sempat lg jamah biskut minum jap before moved to da sepital.

then after we all dah get ready to da sepital..barg2 pun dah picked up..aku mintak restu ayahanda wish me n bby save..we reached @ sepital around 7.00 am plus..directed to emergency..biase la kan nk bersalin..then nurse asked me da checkup card..then they asked me to go in for changed the hospital cloth..pinky tuuu..kelakar2..

before they send me to da ward..doc checked bukaan jalan..aku ingt pesan mbr2 aku by da time doc nk checked jalan aku kena tarik nafas panjang2 n rileks..aku pun ikut la..alhamdullillah x sakit yg kusangka..
for da 1st time checked ..bukaan jalan still not opened yet..but i m leakage..nak x nak kene tahan ward.so i ve to waited for warded.

sementara nk tggu ward..they placed me at room which is nearby da labor room..mak ai ..only GOD knows how i felt dat time..rase nk gugur segala2 nyer..mcm2 jeritan batin ku dgr..aduyaiiii..nk nagis rasenyer..but i ve to be strong!..aku wat2 x takut..bwk berjalan2..kunun as org tua2 ckp senng bersalin..jap2 aku kuar lepak dgn doang ..jap2 aku masuk dlm..

sharp @ 12.30 pm nurse send over me to da ward..pirul asked for 2nd class ..room 5 bed no 5..ermm..comment for tat room..quite nice but quite hot..hehhe..coz da aircond very low..but i dun mind bout tat..i m just focus on my delivery..mase admitted tu only me saje..x de patient lain lg yg admitted till la visit time end up..i m alone!..arghhhh..aku takut..aku spoke to pirul x leh ke request jaga aku mlm ni..aku takut sensorang..tp dsbbkan 2nd class doang x bg..pirul pun pulang..aku nangis sensoang sb takut n sedih..

dat nite i couldn't slept..till kul 3.00 am bru aku dpt tido..ntah cam ne aku leh terlelap..on da way nk tido tu macm2 dlm kepla hotak aku..biase la sepital..pulak tu asik terkencing2 je keje aku..tp nasib la nurse dtg tinjau2..n nasib katil aku dekat kat pintu..aku dah bajet if anything aku lari jer..hehehe..

080210-i be informed dat doc wanted to induced me coz my water-back dah more than 24 hours..induced? arghhh lagi satu bende yg menakutkan aku..as my mbr mentioned induced tu sakit..coz its forced us to deliver..tu satu hal..by dat time nk masuk ubat tu pun sakit they all mentioned..tp alhamdullillah..everything goin smooth..aku x rase la sakit mane mase doc seluk n masuk ubat tu..doc asked me to get rest till 1 hour ..i ve to lay back..cannot moved..

around 11.00am got one patient admitted..fuhh felt released..aku dah ade mbr sblh katil..so x de la takut sgt.then lps je hubby die blik aku pun beramah mesra la dgn die..bdk tun husin onn..name mas..chat2 sampi le visit time..my hubby n mum pun dtg melawat..dis time my mum n dad dtg melawat..as usual doang tye ade ape2 perkembangan ke..i said no..i still not felt da paint yet..so i informed my hubby n parents, doc would induced me for 2nd time if i still da same..

then at nite..doc came n seluk..still da jalan doesnt opened..then they decided to induced for 2nd times..dis time mmg sakit sikit sbb doc gemuk ni kasar tul..die toreh sket 1cm kunun2 dgn harapan esok bukk lg cm nyer..but my mind tat time is zero!..as usual da doc asked me to stayed at my bed and not to go anywhere till 1 hour.

090210-pg2 aku dah get dressed n bathed..xcited sket sbb ade mbr2 leh cit chat ..atleast aku x le focus sakit bersalin..as usual visit time hubby tercinta dtg tgk aku..n my mum as usual..dis time mak dtg bwk gang2 die..kecoh ward tuh..doang nih jenis peramah..abis disoal siasatnyer patient2 kat situ..till dat evening i m still not felt da paint..so my heart said..i goona have 3rd induced..then yes..around 6.00 pm cm tu doc keling plak came n checked my jalan..still not opened n they wish da day after i will feel da pain..

100210-last checked da cm still at da same..1cm..so doc tu decided to operate jer..kul 2.30 pm aku disiap2kn oleh nurse2 for OT..pas cucuk sane sini..masuk saluran kencing n air..aku diusung ke OT..time tu happy pun ade takut pun ader..tp aku tawakal jer..

TO E CONTINUED...

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